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Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
10:42 pm	jUmpStart! I'm going to start posting w/ this again, starting tomorrow. <3 (break me)
Friday, December 1st, 2006
2:57 am	Got to see my whole fam for a while for the holiday...was awesome. Got to meet my 2 mo old nephew and all... Went out w/ my sister, some of our friends, and my bebe! <3 It's weird..that i'll FIINALLY be getting my mini dachsund, Luigi, for Christmas from my Russell.the.love.muscle...our own little family. And it's kind of odd and nice that now when he talks about the apt it's "our bedroom" and "our t.v." and "our ______". It's nice us being together and sharing bills and splitting stuff when we're out like it's nothing huge. He's doing very well at his new job...I've actually been thinking about leaving PJ's (which we just spoke about not to long ago tonight) after almost 5 yrs...so many awesome people, but the GM is just about unbearable now...i've played the "don't leave or he'll win" game for quite a while now, but fuckin shit dude, he might just have to win...Problem is, I don't know where I'd go, as i'm SSSOOO comfortable there, especially w/ the people and I don't want a desk job...or serving job...or retail My oldest sis, Caroline, and I. My baby and I: Right after we put the tree up: Aaaaaaand...the bathroom tree! : (break me)
Friday, November 17th, 2006
3:25 am	I effin miss one of my BFs Skipeezy. :( I haven't seen her in a vury long time now, and it sucks. I think that RussBuss and I are going to go there soon. My fam is switching things up for the Holidays, which is about enough to give me a coronary as I'm so extremely weird about those things. I don't like anything changing. Thanksgiving is on the actual day, which means Russell is going back to Cynthiana, as his uncle is going to die very soon and I'll be her with my fam...I FINALLY get to meet my nephew Benjamin. Christmas is going to be on Christmas Eve >:O Soooo RussBuss and I will go to my fams and then I suppose to his on Christmas. Sucks that I won't be able to work on CEve, as that's a huge business day at work and I made a shitton of money on that day last year. Everyone keeps asking me what I want!! I really don't know. I kinda want a green/lime iPod mini...but Russ just got ride of his other one and got an 80gb w/ video and it's aMAAAAAzing, and he downloaded both of our likes on there, so i'm not sure if i'd really use it so much. He had planned on getting me something else, but I asked him last night if he'd just get me my mini dachsund named Luigi and he said he would! :D I can't wait...and then when I/we go to a house, we'll get my English Bulldog named Nicco and our monkey named Marcellus. All my babies!! I'm watching one of his SuicideGirls videocasts on the iPod and it's effin AMAZING, mini tv. Speaking of which, two things; one, I'm getting a new bedroom T.V., i found it at HHGreg when my Dad got my mom a new one for her Bday. It's something around 20 inches, Samsung, bright white flat screen HDTV. It's $500 and it's gorgeous. Most def an upgrade. Also, I think work PJ's is going to effin lose it, as i'm dying my hair to three colors after I say this SG and i was blown away. Black on underneath, bright ass fake red in the mid section, and orangey blond as part of the bangs and middle. It's effin hott! I wish that Russell didn't have to go to bed for work early...He has his big test tomorrow so he turned in pretty early. SUCKS! I'm going to watch t.v/a movie. I have GOT to clean this place up tomorrow. Later on. Current Mood: blah (break me)
Thursday, October 26th, 2006
2:25 am	Sooooooo.... Russell, Ally, Haley, Tim, and I all trekked it to Hubers yesterday. Ally was the only other one who had had been, so that made it all the better. We went on the "hay" ride, found pumpkins, bought stuff, went to the winery, and went home (after dropping Haley off) and Russie and I carved our pumkins while we all watched a movie. We ended up getting a big pumpkin for Russie, a big pumpkin for me, a big pumpkin for us as a couple, a little one for me, and a little one for him. We also got a stencil set and some paint. We painted the small ones first, I did a girl kissy face and he did the standard macho halloween pumpkin face! (mine looks better!)For the first time, I actually used the stencil and bygoddamn, it was well worth it! I did a bat/pumpkin and he did the grim reaper. The shared one says 'Russ 0 <3 6 Susan'. TADA!!!!! Messing around pre pumkin pickin! (BTW, look at Russ's face..holy shit!!) My baby!: Husk horses! "Our" Pumpkin! '06 woot woot! The ones we carved...probably the most awesome evAr!!!! I love the guy!! :) Bed, bitches :) (break me)
Friday, October 13th, 2006
2:10 am	Lit our/the first fire of the season...I am an AWESOME fire starter/maker...Russalina asked if I was sure I was never a boyscout :) Christopher was right on when he said I need to take care of people...i'm motherly. I started making my dinner and asked if he wanted any, of course yes, b/c he's NEVAAAAAR full! When I actually made an entire meal, as in like, Cornish game hens, stuffing, asparagaus, and mashed potatoes/gravy, and handed him his plate (as he laid on the couch watching t.v. the entire time) I thought he was going to fall over. It's awesome to hear how much they praise you when they realize that instead of zapping some popcorn or burritos, you make a huge nice feast. OMgoodness I think that I heard you're awesome, fabulous cook, i love you, etc as much as I like it.. Wrestling/tussling ensued. I thouroughly enjoyed it...minus the fact that the cup of water I tossed at him landed on MY side of the bed! :/ I was like grand central station tonight. I think that my cell phone rang more than it should be capable of. Boyz!! Anyhow, Russell is cuteugly assleep on the couch now; time to finish my show and get on into bed now. Holla holla Good God glad all the craziness, problems, and madness is over with as of days ago. SO much better now. HIM!...and me :) <3 Current Mood: Aaaaaahhh (break me)
Thursday, September 21st, 2006
1:50 am	Benjamin Carter Owens (My sister Katie and husband Matt) AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (break me)
1:27 am	As of yesterday morning I am now an aunt and I <3 it. My sis Katie and her hubby Matt had Benjamin Carter at 11:33..6 lbs. 2.9 oz. She says he has a major cone head and smashed ears. I can't wait to see him. My older's sisters birthday was the 17th then my Dad's the 18th, now Ben the 19th. That'll be serious present buying for Sept. In other big news, Russ met my parents last night. My parents approval on who i'm with is a pretty big thing to me, and they haven't really particularly cared for anyone i've dated...maybe my first love. So, it was a pretty big deal to both Russ and I. We left so excited b/c my parents loved loved him. I was in pure disbelief! They were in a good mood since they just became grandparents, which was fabulous! I took a cake and present for my Dad's birthday and they happened to be eating dinner so we ate w/ them. It was a little slow at first, Russie was nervous as fuck, but as soon as they brought up Russie's military service in the Airforce and now the ARMY, it was fabulous from there. He talked to my parents more than any b/f I think ever has! My Dad talking to someone I bring home is a pretty huge thing so I was floored! Since both my parents are/were in the service and Russie is too, they had a ton to talk about. It's SO nice to me that I can leave him in the kitchen alone w/ my Dad and I can be in another room and hear them actually going on w/ out me!!! When we left, Russalina shook hands w/ both of them and my Dad said "It was nice talking with you" (HUGE deal for my Papa to say...no really, i don't think you understand!) and my Mommy smiled and said "Come back!" Russiebaby and I were both really happy and he said he liked them a lot. When we went grocery shopping we were talking about wether he should go back to Airforce active duty from his current ARMY stuff, which is a pretty big thing b/c we really wants to go back to Japan, (he served there for two years) (..AND my parennts met there while they were both serving) which would mean we'd be apart for QUITE a while, or he'd have to live off base and I'd be in Japan! Who knows. One day at a time. He has a fight this weekend which is another big thing for me. I like, CANNOT watch fighting. It literally makes me nauseous beyond belief. I'm going to go though, to support him. I've never been to a cage fight, but i've seen it flipping through channels and it hurts to see it. I told him i'll go and try my hardest to be ok w/ it. I have my first test of the semester tomorrow and I'm pretty much SEVERELY under-prepared. So, now i'll go do some last min studying for the night before I turn in. Russie's been asleep for well over an hour, but i'm trekkin it b/c I am THE worst procrastinator EVAR!! <3 me!! Current Mood: thankful (break me)
Friday, September 15th, 2006
1:29 pm	Went to Hatebreed down at Headliners last night for Russies 22nd b-day. It wasn't bad, it was progressively better as I drank more :) Pre show: During show: After show: Laundry and Work. (break me)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
7:37 pm	I say goddamn! I don't particularly enjoy going out to eat w/ another couple when i'm alone. I don't know why. The ARMY has kidnapped my boyfriend for the weekend so i'm solo. Shit! Current Mood: tired (break me)
Sunday, July 9th, 2006
11:26 pm	Trying to get use to the fact that Freddy isn't here anymore. It really sucks :( Get to see my sister and her "wompgut" this weekend as i'm going to Georgia for her babyshower - she's about 7mos pregnant now. I'm soo excited! I got yet another piercing the other day...my left nostril. Yup, that's right, the classic girl nose piercing. Oh boy! It serisouly hurt like shit but right after and since then (and I just got it yesterday), it hasn't hurt. I <3 it quite a bit. A couple of weeks ago Jeremy sold his F4i and I knew that he'd have another bike soon. However, I kept saying that I wouldn't get on the back of a 1000 and I wouldn't want to ride a 1000 and i'd have to keep worrying if he'd have a 1000....when Blake and I left for Freddys funeral on Friday, Craig and Jeremy were kicking it for Mr. Jacksons birthday and I said before I left not to come home w/ a 1000 and for Craig not to encourage it..after the funeral I talked to him and he had looked at a 1000, but he forgot to mention that he went back and bought it until later on in the night. Jesus. I saw it last night and sit on it and it does look really good, slightly modded, and it was amazingly comfortable to sit on it, although I haven't been on the back yet or had the chance to ride it (which he says no...for now...haha!!) I suppose we'll have to see now. I'm selling my bike and banking on being on Jeremys and Steves (a guy I work with) GSXR and then waiting and saving through the winter and then i'll get some kind of 600/636 for next season. I'm also going to get my car fixed, as in the body work, and get a paint job. I need a turn signal as I hit a baby bear on the way home from work the other night/morning and it ripped it out. Anyhow, goodnight. R.I.P. FreddyB (break me)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
12:47 am	Freddy is really the first real friend that i've had to deal w/ dying. As soon as I received a call from Craig and he told me, I was in TOTAL disbelief and shock, as I started absolutely sobbing. Freddy was one of the first people I met back in the LS days. He was truly probably the funniest guy i've EVER met. He was happy and content and SO funny. He hooked me up w/ countless free phones, and everytime that I trecked my ass all the way to IN to see him, I ended up staying forever just to BS. I seriously CANNOT belief that he's GONE. As in I will never again have the chance *and i'm crying now as i type this* to see him, hear his laugh when he throws his head back, to see his hairy ass hands as he clicks away at that t-mobile shit trying to figure it out for me, to hear him talk about his POS Ford or Pinky, to know that he was SO so so excited about being a Daddy..that's one of the biggest things that kills me..April and his baby left w/out a real father all b/c of that fucking piece of fuck. I JUST sent him a text maybe three days before he was killed; MURDERED, and got a response w/in no more than 5 minutes and I was thinking there's my good old Freddy. Not even a month ago he posted about "If I died, who would attend my funeral"....so ironic and sickening. I have so much more respect for April who at the least APPEARS SO strong. Jeremy and I passed Freddy's cross today on the way to Steves in Mt Wash and I just started crying. Disbelief. A guy driving on the WRONG side of the road on a FOUR lane road with his lights OFF to crash into Freddy HEAD on. I'm so mad at that guy. It was raining and ugly out and we were going to my parents for dinner so we didn't stop, but Midgi was on the phone and told me where the cross was, and I could see how many people had already been there and signed it. It was amazing and I feel an urge to get there and sign it. His viewing on Thursday and Funeral on Friday. Jesus, it will be SO tough. I was reading through everything again on 502 earlier and I had to go get back in bed next to jeremy b/c I was just crying. This is just SO unreal. I suppose that the least I can do is go see him, and believe that he wouldnt want us to cry, he would want us to smile and celebrate and be worried about April and their baby and their families, and then donate to his babies Trust, although that will never ever even come close to what he would have given that baby. Then we can all light em up outside and never ever forget him. I am just so SO entirely sad and missing Freddy. Current Mood: crushed (1 thought | break me)
Sunday, April 2nd, 2006
3:10 am	All that i have to say is god damnit mother fuckin WOW!!!! ...And that's all she wrote...!!!! (break me)
Thursday, March 30th, 2006
8:35 pm	On my way outta town. Wish me luck! (and lots of it) (break me)
Monday, March 13th, 2006
12:53 am	Spring Break v. 2006. On my way outta this town and state in T minus 4 hrs. and 6 min! Holla!! (break me)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
9:29 pm	Everytime I see him....I get butterflies... :) (break me)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
10:39 pm	Last night I had to get a CT scan, x-rays, one IV, the other arm stabbed, and a spinal tap. I walked around maybe seven minutes tonight, and now my back is killing me. Demarol works really well and loritab puts me to sleep. Sigh. (1 thought | break me)
Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
10:01 pm	Well well, I'm going to be an aunt!!!! (break me)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
2:53 pm	Can't believe all the lies that you told just to save your own soul. (break me)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
2:52 pm	Sometimes words drop like acid rain. (break me)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
1:06 pm	Today is one of those days where everybody should stay inside, wearing pajamas, on the couch with the most comfy blanket ever, with magazines and books, in front of the t.v. Instead, I'm hitting up the regular routine. School, home, school, work, workout, homework. The wind is blowing the rain at an angle, so everyone down at UofL is soaked and looks bewildered. Sucks! (1 thought | break me)